Random Talks

Dah naik badan!" "Dah bulat!" "Makin gemok!" "Makan apa ni?" "Apa dah jadi?!"

These are the comments I've been getting eversince I've started to gain weight like nobodys business. Despite the fact I am so immune to all this hurtful remarks, be it my relatives or even long-lost friends or whoever, I still do feel a tinge of offended. Of course, I'm human with feelings too! Normally I would just smiled it away when they say such things right in my face. I would just smile and pretend that it wasnt hurtful at all. I would just smile and said nothing. I cant seem to find any words to say or answer to their questions. Wait, they dont even ask for an answer in the first place too. They just give hurtful remarks and expects me to say nothing, right. Little did they know that they have offended a girl's feelings? Little did they realised that they had demoralise someone's self-esteem? No, they dont. They think its nothing to say such things. They think its okay to say/call/ask someone's fat. :-(

Fine, I've decided to do something about it. I'm going to stop this people from giving hurtful remarks. I've decided. I've started to..................... jog. I hate runnings actually. But I think its high time for me to at least adopt a healthy lifestyle with at least one easy exercise for me to do. Its about time for me to put on the jogging shoes for a good use. Yesterday was my first morning jog that I did, alone. Jogged for an hour. It feels so good though. Plugged on my earpiece and slow jogged around the park. Hopefully I'll be able to continue this healthy lifestyle. I need to lose weight already. ;-)